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A Conspiracy Theorist's Lament

This soliloquy explores the inner turmoil experienced by someone who is constantly questioning their own actions due to a fear of being wronged or taken advantage of.

A silhouette of a person looking up at the stars while surrounded by a web of conspiracy theories.

A silhouette of a person looking up at the stars while surrounded by a web of conspiracy theories.

Why must I be so cursed, to always see the worst? To doubt and question, every single word? What happened to my faith in others, that I once held dear? My mind is now a battlefield of doubt and fear. I search for answers in the darkest places, And try to make sense of life’s many faces. But all my efforts seem for naught, as I can’t find what I sought. I only did one or two of those things you said, yet still I dread. The fear of being wronged has me bound in chains; It keeps me up at night and fills me with pain. Is it really true that all these things were done by me? Or is this just another conspiracy theory?